I'm tired. Weary. I was hoping the remainder of 2013 would be quieter, in preparation for a much better 2014. Seems I couldn't have been more wrong. Sadly it seems to be those closest to me that are determined to hurt me. It's soul destroying.
So how do I keep searching for the beauty? Should I bother?
If I don't I might as well give up right now. I have to believe there is something better. That this isn't it. Giving up is not an option. Not when I have come so far. Also even though there are people trying to break me down on the flip side there are the people who have been walking this path with me and are rooting for me to not just heal, but also thrive. I owe it to them to keep searching for the beauty.